What goes around, comes all the way back around

...Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair?...

03.06.2007.

".....Sta je svrha ljubavi kad tako boli zasto srce slomi se kad stvarno voli. Izgubila sam sav svoj svijet ali dalje pitam se Sta je svrha ljubavi kad nemam te. Jos uvijek sama sam jednak mi je svaki dan s tobom ustajem i opet upadam u san cini se zivim kao i prije a unutra umirem jer oko sto me voljelo zauvijek se zatvorilo....."

03.06.2007.

Jucer sam se cijeli dan radovala vecernjem izlasku iz razloga sto sam definitivno odlucila da bih trebala nesto poduzeti da opet uzivam u zivotu. Stvarno je noc super pocela, malo smo se prije izlaska kod jedne prijateljice zagrijale kojom votkicom i krenule u zivot :), super raspolozene i super dotjerane- ne da se hvalim, al tako je;). Odlicno nam je bilo,stvarno smo se super provele, plesale i valjali se od smijeha internim zajebancijama. Sve je bilo ok dok mi jedan lik nije prisao sa super glupim uletom, a jos odvratnijim pogledom tipa «aaa mala, mogli bi ti i ja malo...» FUJ!!!!!! Nakon sto sam ga se na najkulturniji moguci nacin rijesila pocela sam nesto gledati one momke oko mene i dosla sam do jako depresivnog zakljucka – u ovom gradu i da hocu ne mogu naci lika koji meni odovara ili su neki super nafurani likovi koji misle ko je ko ja, ili su neki «opasni» krsni momci, ili skroz neki desesti tip. Kako stvari stoje veliki postotak njih,ne kazem svi oni,ali veliki dio njih gledaju kako sto prije neku curu povaliti, a onda sutradan sav ponosan pored nje proci i reci jaranima «ovu sam ja sinoc sredio». Mislim to je super curama kojima to tako odgovara i koje su za isti tip te zabave, ali jebi ga nisu sve cure iste. Medutim,vjerovatno je tako vrijeme doslo da se niko nece peglati sa nekim vezama i tim nekim upoznavanjem i da prije pristaje na taj tip veze,ukoliko se i to moze veza nazvati. To je stvarno depremijrajuce, kada skontas da je jako tesko da zbog toga svega nades nekog decka, koji nije s tobom zato sto misli da si pravo dobra riba i zato sto misli da te moze povalili. Ocigledno da je sada postalo prava rijetkost da je lik samo s tobom zato sto se pored toga sto mu se svidas odgovaras i kao osoba karakterom,humorom i mnogim drugim stvarima. Ma nije to ustvari rijetkost nego se moras pravo potruditi da nades tavog lika ukoliko zelis nekoga ko ce te postovati, voljeti te kako treba i biti s tobom zato sto si super kao osoba,a ne iz nekih kratko trajnih namjera. I sada mi je sve vise krivo sto sam svog dragog pustila da ide,jer je on bio ustvari sve ono sto ja trazim, na neki nacin moja srodna dusa. Znali smo se sporazumjevati i bez rijeci,drzio me ko malo vode na dlanu,ali jebi ga kada sam bila slijepa i glupa u isto vrijeme. Sada mi jedino preostaje nada da cu nekog nekad nakon silne potraznje naci koji ce mi odgovarati kao sto je on ili mozda jos bolje. Bice tesko, jer mi on jos uvijek luda glavom, ali imam vremena mlada sam valjda cu ga uskoro totalno preboljeti i krenuti defintivno dalje. Ako sam mnoge prije njega valjda cu i njega nekad, u svakom slucaju teze nego bilo koga prije njega jer mi je on vise znacio nego ostali svi zajedno....

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Fergie Big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

Maroon 5 Makes Me Wonder
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah
(Oh no)


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