What goes around, comes all the way back around

...Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair?...

21.06.2007.

KADA ME SRETNES NASMIJ SE, KAD ME VIDIS RADUJ SE, JER MI ,MI SMO OSTALI

Smijesno, stvarno smijesno.
Kada konacno mislim da sam odlucila da idem dalje, da stanem na noge i budem u potpunosti ona stara ja vjecito nasmijana i raspolozena sretnem njega nakon toliko vremena.
           I kao po nekom prokletstvu na mjestu gdje smo posljednji put bili skupa. Imala sam osjecaj da ce mi srce puci, osjetila sam kako mi se lice zacrvenilo i kako se blagi izgubljeni osmjeh pojavio na mom licu. U roku od nekoliko sekundi dok sam ti isla u susret prosle su sve lijepe scene nase veze kroz glavu.....Osjetila sam da mi osmijeh pocinje biti sve veci i posumnjala sam da jako izgubljeno izgledam...pokusala sam se malo sabrati.Kada je digao pogled prema meni cinilo mi se da mu je isto kao i meni...
         .Sastali su nam se pogledi i svi osjecaji su ponovo bili tu,mogla sam ga u istom trenutku snazno zagrliti i poljubiti, ali je prekasno bilo za to dosta se je izdesavalo da bih sada imala slobodu to uraditi. Desio se trenutak kojeg sam dugo ocekivala, a i kojeg sam se bojala-stajali smo konacno jedno preko puta drugog sve je bilo isto, a i u istom trenutku i nije bilo sve kao nekada....Samo mi je cvrsto stisnuo ruku i nasmijesio se...cini mi se da je to trajalo kao vjecnost.....oci su mi se napunile suzama,pokusavala sam se suzdrzati da ne zaplacem,molila sam Boga samo da ne vidi moje suze.....sabrala sam se i onda smo tu stajali i pokusavali biti sto prirodniji,ali nije nam islo od ruke...cinilo mi se da i ti razmisljas o tome sta je nekad bilo.
Progovorili smo po neku recenicu,a svaka je imala jedan blagi osmjeh na kraju,koji je tako mi se cini bio i njegov i moj simbol sjecanja nas....bili smo oboje toliko izgubljeni.u tih nekoliko sekuni cini mi se da smo bili sami na svijetu...on i ja i nasi pogledi. Doslo mu je da mu kazem sve,sva svoja osjecanja, ali sam se suzdrzala jer znam da mi ni to sada ne moze pomoci...napravila sam bila veliko srenje,povrijedila ga pravo i znam da sad ni jedna rijec ne pije vise vode- muski ego je cudo,ali je tako...Bog je odlucio da je nesto drugo bolje i za mene i za njega....i nema vise vracanja...kada jednom glupu,ali veliku gresku ucinis ispastas dugo,jako dugo....i sad mi je jos gore nego kada smo raskinuli.
        Volim ga vise nego ikada sto sam ga voljela..ali nam se jednostavno ne da....

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Fergie Big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

Maroon 5 Makes Me Wonder
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah
(Oh no)


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